Friday, January 23, 2009

Now dance, fucker, dance...
















moo

"I never was able to do the purging after binges. I think that might have prevented me from eating as much. This postcard from PostSecret gives me a glimpse of what it would feel like if had been able to make myself throw up.
I think this is a picture of a pregnant woman, but I am familiar with the feeling after a binge that makes your stomach feel bloated. There were times when all I could do was lay down after the binge."

Edit: I have no idea who wrote the quote.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

okay.

I'm a lot of things. Stupid, however, is not one of them.

Edit: Thin, unfortunately, isn't either.

Spicy Marmalade

Friday, January 16, 2009

Huh.

There are so many people in the world. So many. It's weird to think about. I mean, there's over six million, seven hundred people here. 6,706,993,152 is the estimate from July of last year.
And think of how many people that doesn't include. People who live in the mountains, in the woods, in impoverished countries... wow. It makes me feel so small. So insignificant. So plain. And I guess I am. I can't even begin to comprehend people doing things elsewhere. It's like, while I'm sitting here, typing this, people are going to work, sleeping, being born, being saved, dying, killing themselves, killing eachother... It kind of hurts to think about the world. For some reason I feel compelled to do it though. And with this sick version of empathy I've been given, it...kills. *shakes head* We're all so little. We're all so foolish. It's kind of frightening. Thank God that He knows what He's doing, hmm?

Friday, January 2, 2009

Ad Section

Okay. Every fuckin ad I see is for weightloss. Weight management. "1 Rule to a Flat Stomach" "1 Skinny Stomach Rule" "How I Lost 30 lbs Fast!" that or it's porn stuff. I fuckin hate porn. I HATE it. Hate. Beyond Hate. The worst.
No wonder we kids are so screwed up, hmm?