O colourful world

feel like I'm dreaming
move like I'm drunk
see as if I'm high
there's these moments,
like I'm on XTC
feeling
breathing
not seeing
not thinking
who knows anything anyway?
Not me!
I'm caught in this
whirlwind
in a colourful world
that flashes to grey
as I spin spin spin
away
away
...away
out of sight
out of mind
oh where am I?
I have gone
into the grey.
maybe someday
I will come home.