Sunday, December 7, 2008

Along the lines of "why tha eff am I still up??"

I should probably not be awake right now. When I get into a certain mood it's just... bad for my health.
I'm being a good girl though. I'm not really sure why. I'm holding on to a dream, I guess. A thought that I have to believe in.
Sometimes it's like that.
Just..... blindly believe in something. Hope for something. For the simple reason that if you don't, you lose the will to live.
I dunno... I guess I'm just in a black mood. Happens sometimes.
God give me strength.
I don't wanna fuck up again.

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